to be something to someone else
when i feel like nothing to myself
i'm furnishing from the front door inwards
trying to convince you someone lives here

if i try to explain
words just pick out the space
where i am not
until i forget where i left myself

how many times
have i even broken
the surface of my own soul
is a wave in the soul
something to escape, chase, or endure

le vague a l'ame s'installe
quelque chose manque
bonaventure gacon